This is Unbelievable.

I cannot believe this. For once in my life, I am actually...HAPPY. There! I said it! Mary Collins has FINALLY achieved the unachievable! She's HAPPY!!! Mmmmm. Feels good. :) Maybe it was that fabulous phone conversation I had on Friday for quite a length of time. ;) Or perhaps it was the glass beads I bought on Saturday and the first thing I made that was any good was for you. I so crave to make you happy that it's making me happy. Which is totally crazy and insane, that people should lock me up somewhere but this is odd..I'm actually looking FORWARD to things now. Like prom when I don't even have a date or a dress yet! (My mom is making my mock-up dress currently so she can get used to the pattern.) I'm looking forward to next year until someone brings me down because I REALLY want to go to WGI World next year, and I'm going to try my hardest to get us there and encourage people that if they want to, they're going to have to focus and work their hardest as well and not have us drag them there. Mr. Palmer also wants us to go to USSBA National Championships but he said that'll take at least 3 years, and that makes me really sad because I won't get to be a part of it unless something REMARKABLE happens this year. Which I doubt but I'm going to make sure we are so much better than last year that anyone would be able to tell a difference. Even thickheaded Mrs. Hogue who thinks her daughter is SOOOO the better drum major than me. :P Doubtful. I don't look forward to the practices we're going to have to have with her. Good thing Mr. Palmer's going to try to be there for some of them so I don't have to "take" advice from her. Apparently I'm arrogant about this whole thing, but honestly, it's my year and I'm tired of being stepped on. Oh well. Practice starts this Thursday and nothing can bring me down. I kinda wish he would show up for the practice Thursday so I can "extend" the practice time a little bit so we can get together. ;) You should try to do that. Please? You know you won't regret it. But I'm feeling so much better today. I'm even in a good mood when I'm arguing. ARGUING! :) It's insanity! Heather said I was on shrooms today and I didn't believe her until now. :)

MC