As Untitled As They Get.

Things haven't been getting better. Or really worse. Somethings make me happy while others just frustrate me. Right now I'm tenetively staying in a sort of mellow state of mind. I really couldn't care less right now. But for some reason I don't want those two to stop talking to me. One has no problem, but the other couldn't be more closed up. He's trying I think, and I can see that at times, I'm just not important anymore. Or I'm not as important. I just don't think I'm important to him. I know he wants to be friends, at least I get that vibe from him sometimes, but he's a socially awkward kid and I'm not. At all. When I break up with someone or when they break up with me, I always try to stay close to them. I guess I'll always have some type of social attachment, and that's what brings me down and holds me up. So many things are going on and not going on. I have no stability and I don't know what to do. I feel dazed and confused and everything is changing. And all so quickly. Too quickly in fact.

MC