Colby's Gone

After what I would call a heated "date" on Wednesday, he broke up with me via text on the way to Orlando when our bus broke down and we had to wait 3 hours to get another. What a douche. He wouldn't tell me that he liked this other not single girl because he already knew he was a douche and he refuses to admit it. And for some reason I am still attracted to him. Even though I'm better off without him and he doesn't deserve me. He tried to have sex with me on the 5th day of us dating. I told him no. 4-5 hours later we're not together anymore. Oh and to put icing on the cake, he's not going to prom with me anymore because he thinks it'll be awkward and he doesn't want to put himself in an awkward situation. You know what, he's the only one that is making this awkward between us. We weren't dating before we decided to go to prom together, I didn't think it would change afterwards, but it did. So I guess I'm not going to prom this year. I really wanted to go and my mom already bought the fabric for the dress. It'll just get wrinkled when we put it in storage so I guess I'm screwed. Unless anyone randomly decides they want to take me, I'm not going...well, what if I got a single ticket, and CJ got a single ticket, we could secretly go together...but CJ wants to go with Brianna. But I don't know, things are complicated and I don't want them to be. Today was pretty easy because I got to go on a field trip running on 4-5 hours of sleep. So tonight will be my catch-up night on everything, so I'd better get started.

MC